July 2010
11 posts
It hurt so bad realizing your hearts still there only when you try and kill it.
If you have to try and convince yourself that you...
inwaves:
runawaytrain
I made this blog
carousels:
tiresome:
Because I never want to forget these feelings. Because if I write these things anywhere else, I’ll be judged and questioned and consoled. Because sometimes I just want to mope and complain for the sake of moping and complaining. Because I want to be able to talk about shitty things without people thinking they have to help me get through it. Because life is shitty...
June 2010
71 posts
So this is really gross but I just had a bloody nose. No blood came out of my nose but I could feel it in my throat :( EW That is positively one of the grossest feelings ever.
I started a new tumblr blog. It’s where I will keep my writings and memories that I don’t want to forget. Ones that are still tangible in my mind and vivid in my dreams. I’m not sure if anything that I post there will be good but I have to get it down somewhere.
If anyone wants to check it out, http://disentanglethethreads.tumblr.com/
I think everything in life is art. What you do. How you dress. The way you love...
– (via mols)
I need a new laptop but this is not my forte at all. Too many confusing parts and different brands. I was wondering if anyone could help me out… Laptop shopping shouldn’t give me a migrane, should it? What type do you guys use?
I need some new skirts and dresses. And the pimple above my lips to go away fast. I need Turkish coffee to read my fortune so that I know where to go next. More time would be nice as well. I spend all day running back and forth, in the car for too long to the point where my eyes hurt from focusing on the cars around me. Terrible drivers plague the roads and make it unbearable to drive. The heat...
Still we’ve got our hearts on safe
We’ve got our hearts on safe
– We Belong Together
We’re done if we’re undone
Finished if we are incomplete
As one,...
– We Belong Together
lose---yourself asked: awh thank you ! you're so lovely (:
...and i just realised i'm not following you :/
WHAT THE FOOOK.
haha, that's ridiculous. i'll follow now :D x
...and i just realised i'm not following you :/
WHAT THE FOOOK.
haha, that's ridiculous. i'll follow now :D x
oneword
I watched the tide turn, the water slowly changing and gaining power. My feet were now in the position to be soaked by the sea. I didn’t want to move though. I didn’t want to leave the soft sand and the salty breeze. I was waiting for you to come back.
There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a...
You didn’t forget. You just couldn’t remember right then. But now...
For any one of us, forever could end in an hour, or a hundred years from now....
For a minute, no one said anything. It was a silence I’d grown to expect...
Translation is Key: More teenage tomfoolery. →
What if every time you close your eyes everything disappears but your heartbeat?
I know it’s so trite and un-unique to be a teenage girl waiting for some knight in beat up jeans and a Beatles tshirt to sweep her off her feet,
but my couch is sadly empty whenever I watch my House MD DVDs
and I…
oneword
You waltzed in and out of my life so gracefully and fluidly that I almost thought that I had dreamed it. It had happened though. Especially the part where you left. The loneliness that surrounds me when I sit in my house, so silent and so still, is astounding. It is enough to bring me to my knees most days but I know, in the back of my head, that life will pick up and move on again. I have...
I eased back on my elbows, tilting my head back to look up at the sky, which was...
– This Lullaby
It was all you. Because for once, you believed in yourself. You believed that...
– Keeping The Moon
If something doesn’t work exactly right, or maybe needs some special...
I drank tea, three cups, this evening. I painted my nails twice to make sure that I didn’t miss any spots. I then decided that I really don’t like the color but taking it off seemed like too much work. I read a book that I haven’t read since I was a sophomore in high school. It made me nostalgic and even more lonely. I texted you to see what you were doing but you never texted me...
‘All you need is love’ is a lie cause
We had love but we still said...
– Split Screen Sadness - J.Mayer
I sit and watch silently as the world slips into darkness. Families are going to bed, lights in the houses surrounding me turning off until only one or two are left. Seconds then minutes then hours pass but I am unmoving. I am too wrapped up in my head to realize that there bugs swarming around me, mosquitoes drinking in my blood and leaving their mark. Tomorrow will show the signs on my arms and...
She turns her head sleepily and can’t hide her smile at what she sees. His mouth is open the tiniest bit and he is sleeping soundly. The unshaved hair on his face makes him look older than his years, which she isn’t sure what her feelings for are. The age difference between them has been weighing on her mind recently. A few years is overlooked but eleven is a lot. She doesn’t...
Fools talk, cowards are silent, wise men listen.
– Carlos Ruiz Zafón (The Shadow of the Wind) (via vild)
i bare my soul, leave it out there unprotected. i trust that one day i will get it back unharmed. i risk it all in hopes that you will find it and fill the empty cracks.